Its beautiful to see grass growing without effort but help doesn't the same instinct to reach you. I have read and heard from others including my mother that God helps effortlessly. Yeah and I wanna see that. Its amazing to find that life continues until help comes. Although I don't like the waiting part because its hard to keep the mind stop looking for help. Its well known that opposites attract so when you stop looking for help, then help comes automatically and unnoticed. But how do you stop your mind from not thinking and by default almost in everything you think, you have the thought about how is the help coming. How can you veer yourself away from it.
My credit card stopped working, I have debt of 50,000 by the 4th of May, I'm yet to pay my phone bills, there is expenditure coming by the weekend, I have to get some shirts before the month end, and I have to arrange for 12,000 by 5th of May for the EMI for home, my so called boss is not responding, Nasir from Kabul is not replying on the project status, Jonathan the gold dealer from Mauritius has gone silent, the Turkey friend went mute, biomass project may happen asap or today, although the deals will happen or may happen, they will all take at least one month to get processed,,, all in all I'm in deep shit. Tell me how do I stop thinking about help coming.
Despite the above, at the moment, I have a bed to sleep, a roof over me, a table fan, water, food, breakfast, car, fuel, loving family, a guitar, a mirror, a neat bathroom, a soap, tooth paste tooth brush tongue cleaner, few good pairs to wear, a washing machine, a terrace, formal and sport shoes, perfume, laptop, internet, good friends, good neighbours, a maid to clean the house and do the utensils, a cushion pillow to sit on the floor, kitchen, a prayer area, a temple in home, eyes to see the world, a fully functioning body, a mind, good blood count, sweets to eat, maaza to drink, books to read and write, a pen, a Tissot classic wrist watch, a LG Flat TV, Tata sky, dining table and a wonderful inner-self and I'm not proud of the this one a cigar to smoke.
I'm keeping the mind to ponder on the things I have at the moment. Dear good God, I'm your good son. Thanks for giving me the things I have at the moment. I'm sure I will survive the downfall with the privileges you have given to me. I hope to see you in the form of help. You are the Best.
My credit card stopped working, I have debt of 50,000 by the 4th of May, I'm yet to pay my phone bills, there is expenditure coming by the weekend, I have to get some shirts before the month end, and I have to arrange for 12,000 by 5th of May for the EMI for home, my so called boss is not responding, Nasir from Kabul is not replying on the project status, Jonathan the gold dealer from Mauritius has gone silent, the Turkey friend went mute, biomass project may happen asap or today, although the deals will happen or may happen, they will all take at least one month to get processed,,, all in all I'm in deep shit. Tell me how do I stop thinking about help coming.
Despite the above, at the moment, I have a bed to sleep, a roof over me, a table fan, water, food, breakfast, car, fuel, loving family, a guitar, a mirror, a neat bathroom, a soap, tooth paste tooth brush tongue cleaner, few good pairs to wear, a washing machine, a terrace, formal and sport shoes, perfume, laptop, internet, good friends, good neighbours, a maid to clean the house and do the utensils, a cushion pillow to sit on the floor, kitchen, a prayer area, a temple in home, eyes to see the world, a fully functioning body, a mind, good blood count, sweets to eat, maaza to drink, books to read and write, a pen, a Tissot classic wrist watch, a LG Flat TV, Tata sky, dining table and a wonderful inner-self and I'm not proud of the this one a cigar to smoke.
I'm keeping the mind to ponder on the things I have at the moment. Dear good God, I'm your good son. Thanks for giving me the things I have at the moment. I'm sure I will survive the downfall with the privileges you have given to me. I hope to see you in the form of help. You are the Best.
